How do you deal with really strong hatred?

I REALLY hate these FAGTARDED B***H PR!CKS! in school, they pick on me all the time for no reason other then they are A$$HOLE WH0RES grrrr i just REALLY hate them, they make my life a living hell but i can't defend myself because i don't even know why! its just little things that upset me like when they s, or go over and hit my bag and then run off giggling, one girl threw an apple at my head! and one girl always makes fun of my hair, or make-up right to my face but she looks like a mixture between sam ronson and Lindsey lohan after a night out, she is ugly!!!! and its annoying because i NEVER thought I was ugly until she started on me! i don't understand WHY they act so horrible to me though because i don't talk to them or be mean to them