I have 4 boyfriends now?

hi everyone i was sad the other day ause too of my boyfriends dumped me first let me tell you about them 1 he is a wonderful guyt i met in 2008 last year may he lives far away from me he treats me good he was there when my number 2 was giving me problem wish is my childs father he use to abuse me but i love him even though he hits me and is because of number 1 thats why i get the hits anyway # 1 i had to look for him on weekends so when i come back # 2 always beating me up but i leave him for that and now since new year he wants us to be togther and #1 i was ignoring him i only called him for the christmas and he wanted me to come and look for him but i couldnt and he always dont have any money i would always of to spend but i dont mind because i love him he called me on new years day to come look for him but i was afraid to go since number 2 was in the picture so i didnt get to go i love the both of them and number 3 is this guy i gave some only 1 time and he lives far as well but i dont love him he is too mean and number 4 i was talking to him about 8 months now but we didbnt have we only kissed and the he went away for 3 months to the us now he is back he tex me this morning tellin me he is back in the the island and im happy cause i missed him and he is a nice guy he dont ruff me up like #2 but he and # 2 lives near what if # 2 see me and him together waht should i do but i love number1 more even though he lives far.